at a certin time of year
when families are celebrating the loss of christ
im all but that
im secretly hiding in the shadows of life
slipping past all radar
we are suposed to be happy
i am the very opposite
my family is a drunken bunch
im hating life
i wish that his sacrifices would heal my heart
undo what cannot be done
i wish to leave
one reason holding me back
he knows as well as i do
in his name jesus christ
amen